During a graphing trig functions lesson:

Victor: Ms. H, your curves are sexy.


He was actually talking about my sine and cosine drawings, and not my curvaceous figure, but still, it was pretty funny.

sunday night

I'm stressed. I have to do my pre-thesis presentation for tomorrow. I'm stressed. I haven't felt this stressed in so long. Why?

And then I think practically about it, and there's not that much. Just do it. One thing at a time. Just do it.

But maybe this is good. Maybe it's good that I've stepped off of cruise control.. Because I'm so used to just doing. To being mindless. Maybe it's good that I'm recognizing my limitations, that I have this sense of desperation..

Dear God..

A mix of naivete and.. well, lameness.